For a long time I've been trying, but it seems like I haven't tried hard enough....
Let's start from the reason that explains why I do want to become one:
Confidence. You may say that I don't need to become one in order to be confident, but I see it like this;
the more I feel happy about how I look, express myself and accomplish what I want... there comes in return a new me with better self-steam.
I used to be pretty insecure I'm still a little, but before I started to work on my self appearance I didn't believe in me at all, I was someone that wasn't willing to look up as I do now... I had a couple of tough teenage years, I felt ugly and unwanted, I didn't have many friends nor I wanted to have any.
Okay, I might be talking to much about the past, I just want to be willing to grow in the style. I now it might be so hard por a person like me, but I'll try until I am happy with the result... it doesn't matter if I end up with more bullying yes, I consider some of the GS bullying, that might be something I need, there's so many rude people in this world... well I want to show that even with pretty nasty critiques I can pull it off.
I need improvement in so many aspects of the style, and I am aware of every single one of them, but know I have a "couch" someone that it's already in the whole aspect of the style. She volunteered to make me into a diamond(?) [xD wth] and I know a support of this kind it's going to make myself work even harder.
An then finally when I just needed, I found a new at least to me "gyaru role model":
I actually just found out about her yesterday, so I can't say much about her:
It's Wakapikumin, she seems pretty crazy on her style... I just fell in love with her!
You see, she has a little of harajuku in her I don't know but I love so much the funky harajuku , because it's about being yourself and following no rules:
I guess that's it for now~
Bye bye!